
All her knowledge of the lover she was standing in line to betray had thickened into tar the instant she found out she was pregnant. He was too old for her. He was too sloppy, too helpless, too kind for her. He was hopelessly attached to be being a Film Studies professor. He was prone to random stupidity - stupidity that was usually inexplicable and damaged her somehow. He hated the neighbors even though he did not know them. His ass was extremely hairy. He'd been writing the same novel for a decade. He covered the television with a sheet when he wasn't watching it. He did not understand why she sometimes gardened at night. And he never would. He ate too much fruit. He slept too soundly. He flushed while still peeing. He had apparently never been in a situation where he felt the need to whisper. His sense of humor was intermittent. The largeness of his hands had yet to stop startling her. He never felt shy.